Bottles in the club. Who gives a shit?

You know how in "hip-hop" songs they say "bottles in the club" a lot?
I don't get it. Yeah there happens to be bottles in a club, so what? That is how you get drunk then decide to write half of the songs you own.

Oops sorry, was that offensive? 

J Bigga everyone.

Listen to this song, I laughed my ass off.


















Just the way he says "retarded" is funny as hell.

Who needs coffee when you have the internet?

I remember when I used to drink coffee to stay up at night. Psh, I was such an amateur. 
What coffee gives you: A possible sugar rush.
What the internet gives you: Funny cat videos, Facebook, porn (yes i did just say that), Twitter, YouTube, PewDiePie, music, and tons of more things that I don't feel like typing. 

Electric sugar pop...?

So I'm listening to Electric Sugar Pop by Jeffree Star and I can't help but wonder what electric sugar pop is.
Eh, probably just some kind of new drug.

That was a joke by the way. Because some people are just too stupid to get it.

One good quote doesn't make you a good person Miley.

I hate Miley Cyrus. And no I don't give a shit if she's being herself. Because sometimes it's better to hide who you really are, especially if the real you is a hoe. 

I almost forgot...

I'm back if you haven't figured it out yet. Sorry that I haven't been posting, I've been busy. 

I do have a life outside of the internet you know.

Lol what am I saying? I don't have a life.

Thank you lord

I swear the one time that I stay up all night, school is canceled. All I have to say is thank you lord, for letting me have a day off to get some sleep and have my own personal time. 
But seriously, I'm not Christian.

OMG!

So at my birthday party I wrote "Bryan" along with drawings of stars (it was supposed to represent BryanStars) on my arm. My friend Layla took a picture of it and uploaded it on Instagram. And guess what? Bryan liked it! :D
I was totally freaking out.
A couple weeks later (yesterday actually) I was at school when Layla told me Bryan re-posted my fan-art on Twitter!!! 
I started fangirling and going crazy lol.

Me VS other girls

• What kind of guy most girls want: Good looking, football player, athletic, smart, has 'swag'.
• What kind of guy I want: Plays video games, is a music addict, funny, slightly lazy, outgoing and caring.
• What most girls wear: Jeans with rhinestones, flats or athlete sneakers, Aeropostale shirt.
• What I wear: Ripped skinny jeans, converse or combat boots, band shirt. 
• What most girls do on weekends: Hangout with friends, text, go shopping.
• What I do on weekends: Watch YouTube videos, write stories online, listen to music alone in my room, play video games.
• What most girls use: Facebook, Tumblr, Instagram.
• What I use: Quotev, Blogger, Google+, YouTube.

What creeps me out the most

Okay so you know those ice machines that are on certain refrigerators? Yeah I have one.
Anyways I hate whenever it's dark in the kitchen at night and I use it, it's like REALLY loud and it scares the shit out of me. Then I start thinking someone is watching me and it's terrifying. 
I also think it's creepy when I walk by the bathroom (since it's right across from my room) and I imagine a person standing there. So everytime I walk past I literally have to look in there just go reassure myself that nothing/nobody is there.
And I can't stand sleeping while facing the wall. Because then I imagine someone/something standing behind me. I can only fall asleep facing the wall if I'm really tired or are sick, because then I'm just like, "Fuck it I'm tired."

WHY?

So apparently all the creepy shows decide to come on at fucking midnight. I was already watching The Shining and my mom scheduled Celebrity Ghost Stories to record at midnight. I can't change the channel or else it will cancel the recording....Sooo I'm trying not to listen to it since I'm the only one awake. In the whole entire house ._. 
My mom fell asleep on the couch beside me, my dad is upstairs sleeping and my brother is at a friend's house. I'm not really creeped out or anything but it's slightly unnerving... 

You're getting it now you bitch

So there's this guy who keeps calling me names just because I posted a BOTDF music video. And I am so fucking fired up and ready to beat his 11 year old ass. His bullying is just fueling my hatred. 

It's MY life

It's MY life, okay? I can like whatever music I want to. I can dress however I want to. I can be friends with whoever I want to. YOU don't control MY life just because YOU don't like ME.

How to deal with internet assholes 2

Let's just say you comment on a YouTube video. Someone leaves a reply saying, "Why do you listen to this no talent shit?" 
This is how you should reply: "It's MY life. I can like whatever the fuck I want." Then block/mute that person and delete/flag their comment and you'll never see their sorry ass again.

SAY IT TO MY GOD DAMN FACE!

You think you're so tough, bullying someone behind a screen. You know what, here's my address. Come find me, then say it to my face you faggot. You're not tough. You're not cool. You're a pathetic individual who finds pleasure in making people wish they were never born.

....

You know what's sad? I can't go anywhere without thinking people are making fun of me. 
During P.E at school I always thought people made fun of the way I ran, even though I ran just like everyone else. I don't know why I thought that, I just did. 
I've finally realized my problem and fixed it. Now I can walk anywhere without thinking people are judging me.

This day is going by really slow..

It feels like I've been on the laptop for more than two hours but in reality I really haven't. 
Probably because all I do is the same shit EVERY SINGLE DAY.
Here's how my day goes:
Wake up.
Go back to sleep.
Wake up. Get out of bed.
Wash face and go to the bathroom.
Eat.
Get on the laptop.
Listen to BOTDF. Check FB. Blog. Look at random pictures. Write stories.
Spend all day doing that.
Go to sleep.
Start all over again.

I'M SO BORED!!!

I swear every single day of my fucking life I spend it doing nothing. I just get on the internet, listen to music, work on my stories I'm writing and eat food.
Then I do it again and again and again. It's depressing and boring as fuck. 
None of my friend's call me. None of them talk to me on Facebook. It's like I don't even exist, know what I mean?

I got called a demon at school. BY A TEACHER!

So I decided to wear my new cross leggings to school one day. Seems pretty normal right? Wrong.
When I was running to 8th hour Mr. Ross yelled at me about something (I don't remember what) and I gave him a confused look then went into my 8th hour class. 
So I'm the first one in there. It's just me and Mr. P (my social studies teacher). Then Mr. Ross comes in telling Mr. P "Yeah it looks like you have a demon in your class." I say, "I'm not a demon.." He replies, "You're wearing upside down cross leggings, don't you know what upside down crosses mean?" I say, "Yeah, so?" And blah, blah, blah we get into a fight. Then Mr. Ross calls me a witch just because I was wearing a sweater with a fucking cat's face on it. What is this the 1600s? 

Is this weird?

It is weird that when I take a bath I literally have to make the water boiling? My logic: If it doesn't burn, I won't bathe in it.
Btw if you're one of those "Ew baths are nasty" people, shut the fuck up. Not everyone has a god damn shower, okay?

According to Facebook.

According to Facebook if I don't like that picture in 3 seconds a demon will kill me tonight.
According to Facebook if I don't like that picture of Jesus then I don't believe in him.
According to Facebook if I like that picture I'll be saving a child's life.

Why do I even try?

More than 2,000 people have viewed my blog but yet I have no followers. No-one even comments.
I'm pouring my heart out to you people. But it seems like nobody even cares.
I'm probably just going to abandon this blog...

Believe by BOTDF.

Believe in me, When you feel like you're losing all your hopes and dreams
Believe in me, When I am gone you gotta keep a smile on
Believe in me, Goodbye my friends; Just celebrate the times we spent
Believe in me, We all die; It's an awfully big adventure
Believe in me, When I'm gone...

We all fall down, but we'll pick you up
We all fall down, but we'll pick you up

Believe in me, Just keep your faith and believe in all that you make
Believe in me, My love is not a gamble; You can count on me
Believe in me, No lies, Just love, I will be pure just like the sun
Believe in me, When you are down I will lift you up from the ground
Believe in me, When I'm gone...

We all fall down, but we'll pick you up
We all fall down, but we'll pick you up

If you're afraid of death
It'll come at you at the speed of light
Only if your not afraid of death
It will cast it's shadowy eyes upon you
And guide you into the eternal, infinity

Believe in me, When I'm gone...

We all fall down, but we'll pick you up
We all fall down, but we'll pick you up

I love you

Respect other people's opinions

Don't go on a video on YouTube that you hate and comment, "This sucks." 
People will rebel against you, plus that's just being an asshole. Respect other people's opinions and keep yours to yourself if it isn't something positive. 

P.L.U.R

If you're feeling like shit just remember, someone does care about you. Whether it be your mom, dad, or sibling. You do mean something to someone. You where born for a reason. Out of millions of sperm YOU were born. You're lucky to be alive today. You can make a difference in your life or someone else's. You are special. You are you. And you are awesome.
Peace. Love. Unity. Respect.

How to deal with internet assholes

When someone starts bullying us on the internet we want to rebel and start calling them names.
That's exactly what they want you to do. So instead reply with something like, "Why don't you come to my house and say it to my fucking face?" Or "I wanted you to get mad lol. You're an idiot."
Never start a fight. Fighting on the internet is cowardly and pathetic. Always stay positive then block/report that person. 

That's it. I am so fucking done.

Yesterday I left a comment on a BOTDF video. I said "If you hate BOTDF then maybe you should keep your opinion to yourself. And if you don't want to see hate comments then don't scroll down."
My reply:
"You = Every JB fangirl ever.
Fuck you"
First of all how does standing up for BOTDF make me a JB fangirl? Fucking dumbass.
Anyways I replied with "Thanks for all the hate comments. I just wanted to make you guys mad lol."

The only thing I'm good at

The only thing I'm really good at is editing pictures ;~;
Lots of people have been saying they like my edits. One even said they would get a tattoo of it, which is a bit extreme ._.
Anyways if you want me to edit a photo of yours I gladly would ^_^ Just share the pic with me, I'll save it and edit it then send it back to you. 
Here are some edits of mine. Their mostly of BOTDF:

Stop getting so butthurt ._.

I recently realized how butthurt I've been reacting to people after they say they hate the music, show or person I do. 
Here's an example:
Person: BOTDF sucks 
Me: Fuck you.
See what I mean? What I should have done was say "I never said everyone had to like them ._." Or "Whatever." 
Like my friend Layla always tells people to go to hell or something just because they don't like BVB. I used to like them but ever since she got obsessed with them (and I mean OBSESSED) I started hating them. So dear people, don't get so offended. 

Follow me on Quotev!

If you have a Quotev account please follow me. My username is BlackRainbow. I've made tons of quizzes and two stories I think. I'm working on a story right now. I'll be sure to make more quizzes ^_^

Standing up for BOTDF?

So I realize how many people hate Blood On the Dance Floor. And trust me, I used to hate them too. Their songs like Ima Monster and Candyland make you want to throw up. Then again they have plenty of actual good songs. You see the thing is people who hate BOTDF only listen to their inappropriate songs, then judge them. I started listening to their songs like Bewitched, Believe, The Right to Love and ect. Those songs are not nasty nor stupid. They have meaningful lyrics. Have a listen: