Shoutout to my friend

I would like to make a shoutout to my friend +Cloud Strife who has helped me so much. Even though he stabbed me in the back twice and lied to me, I still care dearly for him. I remember when I used to absolutely hate myself. I thought I was ugly and useless until he came along. Sure, he didn't know what I looked like but it didn't stop him from making me feel good about myself. Thank you so much for everything. 

I'm too nice..

So I talked to my bf today and we made up. He was lucky that I was in a good mood. I just felt like...I couldn't just leave him like that. I love him too much to leave him now, not after everything he's done for me. 
ANYWHO on a lighter topic I found a new couple to ship :D

Having a crappy day?

Are you having a crappy day? 

Here is a song about a grown man going nuts over a double rainbow. 

You're welcome. 

time for some sappy lyrics..

"Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel outta place? Like somehow you just don't belong, and no one understands you. Do you ever wanna run away? Do you lock yourself in your room with the radio on turned up so loud that no one hears you screaming?
No you don't know what it's like, when nothing feels alright. You don't know what it's like to be like me."
-Welcome to my life by Simple Plan

New blog?! :o

So I was thinking about starting a new blog about fashion since I'm really into it right now. I hope people will actually read it :/

Btw I'm back if you haven't noticed..

So I just wanted to start posting again since I have no one to talk to. Anywho I'm back.

I think I'm gonna cry...

I'm mad at my boyfriend because he did something he promised he would never do and I just feel really sad and I'm about to cry..

Bottles in the club. Who gives a shit?

You know how in "hip-hop" songs they say "bottles in the club" a lot?
I don't get it. Yeah there happens to be bottles in a club, so what? That is how you get drunk then decide to write half of the songs you own.

Oops sorry, was that offensive? 

J Bigga everyone.

Listen to this song, I laughed my ass off.


















Just the way he says "retarded" is funny as hell.

Who needs coffee when you have the internet?

I remember when I used to drink coffee to stay up at night. Psh, I was such an amateur. 
What coffee gives you: A possible sugar rush.
What the internet gives you: Funny cat videos, Facebook, porn (yes i did just say that), Twitter, YouTube, PewDiePie, music, and tons of more things that I don't feel like typing. 

Electric sugar pop...?

So I'm listening to Electric Sugar Pop by Jeffree Star and I can't help but wonder what electric sugar pop is.
Eh, probably just some kind of new drug.

That was a joke by the way. Because some people are just too stupid to get it.

One good quote doesn't make you a good person Miley.

I hate Miley Cyrus. And no I don't give a shit if she's being herself. Because sometimes it's better to hide who you really are, especially if the real you is a hoe. 

I almost forgot...

I'm back if you haven't figured it out yet. Sorry that I haven't been posting, I've been busy. 

I do have a life outside of the internet you know.

Lol what am I saying? I don't have a life.

Thank you lord

I swear the one time that I stay up all night, school is canceled. All I have to say is thank you lord, for letting me have a day off to get some sleep and have my own personal time. 
But seriously, I'm not Christian.

OMG!

So at my birthday party I wrote "Bryan" along with drawings of stars (it was supposed to represent BryanStars) on my arm. My friend Layla took a picture of it and uploaded it on Instagram. And guess what? Bryan liked it! :D
I was totally freaking out.
A couple weeks later (yesterday actually) I was at school when Layla told me Bryan re-posted my fan-art on Twitter!!! 
I started fangirling and going crazy lol.

Me VS other girls

• What kind of guy most girls want: Good looking, football player, athletic, smart, has 'swag'.
• What kind of guy I want: Plays video games, is a music addict, funny, slightly lazy, outgoing and caring.
• What most girls wear: Jeans with rhinestones, flats or athlete sneakers, Aeropostale shirt.
• What I wear: Ripped skinny jeans, converse or combat boots, band shirt. 
• What most girls do on weekends: Hangout with friends, text, go shopping.
• What I do on weekends: Watch YouTube videos, write stories online, listen to music alone in my room, play video games.
• What most girls use: Facebook, Tumblr, Instagram.
• What I use: Quotev, Blogger, Google+, YouTube.

What creeps me out the most

Okay so you know those ice machines that are on certain refrigerators? Yeah I have one.
Anyways I hate whenever it's dark in the kitchen at night and I use it, it's like REALLY loud and it scares the shit out of me. Then I start thinking someone is watching me and it's terrifying. 
I also think it's creepy when I walk by the bathroom (since it's right across from my room) and I imagine a person standing there. So everytime I walk past I literally have to look in there just go reassure myself that nothing/nobody is there.
And I can't stand sleeping while facing the wall. Because then I imagine someone/something standing behind me. I can only fall asleep facing the wall if I'm really tired or are sick, because then I'm just like, "Fuck it I'm tired."

WHY?

So apparently all the creepy shows decide to come on at fucking midnight. I was already watching The Shining and my mom scheduled Celebrity Ghost Stories to record at midnight. I can't change the channel or else it will cancel the recording....Sooo I'm trying not to listen to it since I'm the only one awake. In the whole entire house ._. 
My mom fell asleep on the couch beside me, my dad is upstairs sleeping and my brother is at a friend's house. I'm not really creeped out or anything but it's slightly unnerving... 

You're getting it now you bitch

So there's this guy who keeps calling me names just because I posted a BOTDF music video. And I am so fucking fired up and ready to beat his 11 year old ass. His bullying is just fueling my hatred. 

It's MY life

It's MY life, okay? I can like whatever music I want to. I can dress however I want to. I can be friends with whoever I want to. YOU don't control MY life just because YOU don't like ME.

How to deal with internet assholes 2

Let's just say you comment on a YouTube video. Someone leaves a reply saying, "Why do you listen to this no talent shit?" 
This is how you should reply: "It's MY life. I can like whatever the fuck I want." Then block/mute that person and delete/flag their comment and you'll never see their sorry ass again.

SAY IT TO MY GOD DAMN FACE!

You think you're so tough, bullying someone behind a screen. You know what, here's my address. Come find me, then say it to my face you faggot. You're not tough. You're not cool. You're a pathetic individual who finds pleasure in making people wish they were never born.

....

You know what's sad? I can't go anywhere without thinking people are making fun of me. 
During P.E at school I always thought people made fun of the way I ran, even though I ran just like everyone else. I don't know why I thought that, I just did. 
I've finally realized my problem and fixed it. Now I can walk anywhere without thinking people are judging me.

This day is going by really slow..

It feels like I've been on the laptop for more than two hours but in reality I really haven't. 
Probably because all I do is the same shit EVERY SINGLE DAY.
Here's how my day goes:
Wake up.
Go back to sleep.
Wake up. Get out of bed.
Wash face and go to the bathroom.
Eat.
Get on the laptop.
Listen to BOTDF. Check FB. Blog. Look at random pictures. Write stories.
Spend all day doing that.
Go to sleep.
Start all over again.

I'M SO BORED!!!

I swear every single day of my fucking life I spend it doing nothing. I just get on the internet, listen to music, work on my stories I'm writing and eat food.
Then I do it again and again and again. It's depressing and boring as fuck. 
None of my friend's call me. None of them talk to me on Facebook. It's like I don't even exist, know what I mean?

I got called a demon at school. BY A TEACHER!

So I decided to wear my new cross leggings to school one day. Seems pretty normal right? Wrong.
When I was running to 8th hour Mr. Ross yelled at me about something (I don't remember what) and I gave him a confused look then went into my 8th hour class. 
So I'm the first one in there. It's just me and Mr. P (my social studies teacher). Then Mr. Ross comes in telling Mr. P "Yeah it looks like you have a demon in your class." I say, "I'm not a demon.." He replies, "You're wearing upside down cross leggings, don't you know what upside down crosses mean?" I say, "Yeah, so?" And blah, blah, blah we get into a fight. Then Mr. Ross calls me a witch just because I was wearing a sweater with a fucking cat's face on it. What is this the 1600s? 

Is this weird?

It is weird that when I take a bath I literally have to make the water boiling? My logic: If it doesn't burn, I won't bathe in it.
Btw if you're one of those "Ew baths are nasty" people, shut the fuck up. Not everyone has a god damn shower, okay?

According to Facebook.

According to Facebook if I don't like that picture in 3 seconds a demon will kill me tonight.
According to Facebook if I don't like that picture of Jesus then I don't believe in him.
According to Facebook if I like that picture I'll be saving a child's life.

Why do I even try?

More than 2,000 people have viewed my blog but yet I have no followers. No-one even comments.
I'm pouring my heart out to you people. But it seems like nobody even cares.
I'm probably just going to abandon this blog...

Believe by BOTDF.

Believe in me, When you feel like you're losing all your hopes and dreams
Believe in me, When I am gone you gotta keep a smile on
Believe in me, Goodbye my friends; Just celebrate the times we spent
Believe in me, We all die; It's an awfully big adventure
Believe in me, When I'm gone...

We all fall down, but we'll pick you up
We all fall down, but we'll pick you up

Believe in me, Just keep your faith and believe in all that you make
Believe in me, My love is not a gamble; You can count on me
Believe in me, No lies, Just love, I will be pure just like the sun
Believe in me, When you are down I will lift you up from the ground
Believe in me, When I'm gone...

We all fall down, but we'll pick you up
We all fall down, but we'll pick you up

If you're afraid of death
It'll come at you at the speed of light
Only if your not afraid of death
It will cast it's shadowy eyes upon you
And guide you into the eternal, infinity

Believe in me, When I'm gone...

We all fall down, but we'll pick you up
We all fall down, but we'll pick you up

I love you

Respect other people's opinions

Don't go on a video on YouTube that you hate and comment, "This sucks." 
People will rebel against you, plus that's just being an asshole. Respect other people's opinions and keep yours to yourself if it isn't something positive. 

P.L.U.R

If you're feeling like shit just remember, someone does care about you. Whether it be your mom, dad, or sibling. You do mean something to someone. You where born for a reason. Out of millions of sperm YOU were born. You're lucky to be alive today. You can make a difference in your life or someone else's. You are special. You are you. And you are awesome.
Peace. Love. Unity. Respect.

How to deal with internet assholes

When someone starts bullying us on the internet we want to rebel and start calling them names.
That's exactly what they want you to do. So instead reply with something like, "Why don't you come to my house and say it to my fucking face?" Or "I wanted you to get mad lol. You're an idiot."
Never start a fight. Fighting on the internet is cowardly and pathetic. Always stay positive then block/report that person. 

That's it. I am so fucking done.

Yesterday I left a comment on a BOTDF video. I said "If you hate BOTDF then maybe you should keep your opinion to yourself. And if you don't want to see hate comments then don't scroll down."
My reply:
"You = Every JB fangirl ever.
Fuck you"
First of all how does standing up for BOTDF make me a JB fangirl? Fucking dumbass.
Anyways I replied with "Thanks for all the hate comments. I just wanted to make you guys mad lol."

The only thing I'm good at

The only thing I'm really good at is editing pictures ;~;
Lots of people have been saying they like my edits. One even said they would get a tattoo of it, which is a bit extreme ._.
Anyways if you want me to edit a photo of yours I gladly would ^_^ Just share the pic with me, I'll save it and edit it then send it back to you. 
Here are some edits of mine. Their mostly of BOTDF:

Stop getting so butthurt ._.

I recently realized how butthurt I've been reacting to people after they say they hate the music, show or person I do. 
Here's an example:
Person: BOTDF sucks 
Me: Fuck you.
See what I mean? What I should have done was say "I never said everyone had to like them ._." Or "Whatever." 
Like my friend Layla always tells people to go to hell or something just because they don't like BVB. I used to like them but ever since she got obsessed with them (and I mean OBSESSED) I started hating them. So dear people, don't get so offended. 

Follow me on Quotev!

If you have a Quotev account please follow me. My username is BlackRainbow. I've made tons of quizzes and two stories I think. I'm working on a story right now. I'll be sure to make more quizzes ^_^

Standing up for BOTDF?

So I realize how many people hate Blood On the Dance Floor. And trust me, I used to hate them too. Their songs like Ima Monster and Candyland make you want to throw up. Then again they have plenty of actual good songs. You see the thing is people who hate BOTDF only listen to their inappropriate songs, then judge them. I started listening to their songs like Bewitched, Believe, The Right to Love and ect. Those songs are not nasty nor stupid. They have meaningful lyrics. Have a listen:

It's my birthday

So today is my birthday and I'm hopefully having my party tomorrow. Due to what weather we're expecting I might not even have a party *cries*
But my mom told me Bowling Green is getting snow and St. Charles is getting sleet so if anything we'll just get rain most likely. (Thank goodness)
I was planning on taking my friends to Hot Topic and buying them each one thing and if they bring their own money they can buy more stuff :D
My dad surprisingly gave me a whole $100 bill :O So now I have $135 I think. 
Anyways two of my friends can't come so about four are actually coming, which is fine because a smaller group is easier to deal with.

stereotypes....

I'm blonde so I must be dumb.
I listen to metal so I must worship satan.
I wear black so I must be emo.
I self harm so I must be an attention whore.
I'm brunette so I must be dull.
I play video games a lot so I must have no life or friends.
I like PewDiePie so I must be an 11 year old little girl.
I'm American so I must be a lazy fatass loser.
I don't talk much so I must be shy.

My last birthday party...

At my last birthday party we all kept going over to my neighbors property where there's a small lake. The man who lives there told me I'm allowed to go over there but his kids were outside. So they started running at us with guns and threatening to shoot us. Just to piss them off we kept going over there and yelling at them from my backyard.
Best party ever.  

Can't wait until Saturday!

Friday is my birthday but I'm celebrating it on Saturday and I can't wait. 
My friends and I agreed that whoever falls asleep first we're going to prank them by either picking them up in a blanket and put them outside (if it's not cold) or I'm going to do Jeff the Killer makeup and scare the shit out of them.
I'm so excited~ 

H-E-L-L-O K-I-T-T-Y

My friend Jade showed me the song "I <3 Hello Kitty" by BOTDF since we both like them. 
I'm scarred for life. 

Miku Miku Dance

I downloaded MMD a week or so ago and I love it. I only have two dances though >.<
I'm learning how to make my own dances and how to customize my own model ^^
I can't wait until I get good at it.

I'M BACK!!

Sorry about not posting in a while. I've been busy.
Anyways today I got my package from my boyfriend and I'm so happy :D
I got a fur hat with paws, a cat sweater, two pairs of leggings and a ring <3
He's the best.

Do parallel universes really exist...?

"In 1954, a young Princeton University doctoral candidate named Hugh Everett III came up with a radical idea: That there exist parallel universes, exactly like our ­universe. These universes are all related to ours; indeed, they branch off from ours, and our universe is branched off of others. Within these parallel universes, our wars have had different outcomes than the ones we know. Species that are extinct in our universe have evolved and adapted in others. In other universes, we humans may have become extinct."
Could it be true? If so, is there another version of you like so many stories have foretold? We may never know.

Time Travel: Is It Possible?

Yesterday I was reading about people to who claim to have traveled to the future. One video I watched shows two guys that look strikingly similar, but one is older in age. They both have the sane tattoo on the same arm in the same place.
Is time travel possible? You be the judge: 

"The sunlight hurts my eyes."

Okay so I'm listening to Modestep's song Sunlight. I really like it but after watching the music video for it I don't get what sunlight has to do with old people doing drugs and partying....

Went to the mall (ﾉ^▽^)ﾉ

I went to the mall with my brother and his friend Liz. We had tons of fun and I spent almost all my $110 on clothes. I went to Hot Topic and Deb.
I'm planning on taking more pictures of my clothes since I've only taken pictures of my shoes. They're combat boots I'm pretty sure: 

Heather is obsessed with the word sexy.

I have a friend named Heather and I swear she never goes a day without saying sexy. Everytime I walk with her and Chloe to the buses she says, "Bye sexy."
Which is fine but I don't want her to end up on My Strange Addiction ಠ_ಠ

Why do I have to wake up so damn early?

I don't like the idea of getting up at fucking 6 a.m for school. I mean come on, it'll just make us sleepy. And what if we didn't get much sleep that night? Even when I get my 8 hours my eyes still have trouble staying open.

"We hate you, please die."

I still have no idea what I'm going to do for my party. Me and Layla planned on dressing as Slenderman and to stand on the side of the road at night, but for everyone to have a costume is going to be expensive. 
I know we're going to watch Scott Pilgrim VS The World and a couple of horror movies. I was also planning on showing off my magic tricks.
I'll figure it out once the day comes I guess. I can't wait.

The most embarrassing moment IN MY ENTIRE LIFE

So in 6th grade I was at lunch sitting with my friends. I thought it would be funny to pull my boy shorts up to my chest. I did and they all laughed, and when I was pulling them back down BAM! I pull them too low, way too low. Anyone who happened to be looking my way probably saw my underwear. I was so embarrassed and a girl named Anna told me a guy went over to her, telling her what I did was hot...
Obviously I knew she was lying. But the point is, it was AT SCHOOL were TONS of kids saw my UNDERWEAR.

Why do people always assume this?

Why do people associate Satan with metal music? For all we know Satan could like smooth jazz. 

Chicken Nuggets are Inspiring.

Earlier I was making chicken nuggets when I randomly came up with a quote. Here's what it was:

"Life is like a video game. The farther you get into it, the harder it gets."

It's not the best quote but I liked it.

Fan VS Fangirl

There is a 99% difference between a fan, and a fangirl. Let's take a look, shall we?
Let's say we're talking about Jeff the Killer.
Fan: Jeff the killer was a badass story. 
Fangirl: OMG JEFFY MARRY ME! UR SO HAWT!11!
Yeah big difference.
Now I only call myself a fangirl when I'm reading a fanfiction and I do what others refer to as fangirling. But I don't go all psycho either. 
So remember, there IS a difference.                                                                                                                  

My opinion on the Bro-Army.

I like PewDiePie and have been with him for about 7 months now. But let's face it, his fanbase is a little....out of control. 
Here's an example:
Person - I hate pewdiepie.
Bro - GO TO HEL U LIL FUKTARD ASSHAT CUNT POODS IZ DA BEST UR JUST JELLY!!11!!1!
See what I mean? Y'all need to calm your shit. Look haters, nobody ever said you have to like Pewds. But seriously bros, learn to value other people's opinions. Or better yet IGNORE THEM. 
Here is how bros SHOULD act:
Person - pewdiepie sucks.
Bro - Nobody ever said you have to like him.
Much better, no?

Don't Judge a Book by it's Cover...

Just because someone looks innocent doesn't mean they are.
Just because someone wears dark clothes doesn't mean they worship Satan.
Just because someone self-harms doesn't mean they want attention.
Just because a girl isn't that pretty it doesn't mean you should treat her badly.
Get your fucking facts straight. 

Stereotypes

I fucking hate stereotypes. Tons of people keep bullying my friend Layla just because she wears dark clothes and makeup. Who cares? It's HER body. It's HER life. She can make her OWN decisions. Stop calling her a fucking devil worshiper.

I hate Homestuck.

I hate Homestuck. The comic was boring as hell. And I know what all you Homestuck fans are thinking, "The beginning is boring. Just keep reading." 
The chapters or whatever are long as hell. You're supposed to start off a story or comic with something to grab your attention not bore you.

Blair Witch Project SUCKS.

That one bitch from the first Blair Witch Project is annoying. All she did was fucking cry. Talk about horrible acting.
The second one had more action and way better acting. 
And I have to admit, the plot twist at the end was great.

My boyfriend.

I'm pretty sure he's the one. I know I want to spend the rest of my life with him. 
We would go to comic/anime cons. And do tons of dorky stuff. 
It would be so much fun. And it would be nice to get out of the house more often...

I can't chose what I want to be when I grow up.

I don't know if I want to become an artist, dubstep producer or video game designer.

Well I figured that I'll learn how to draw. But I can't choose between video game designer and dubstep producer.

Most likely dubstep producer since I've loved dubstep since I was 11.

My dream wedding (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

I wrote down what I want my dream wedding to be like. I know it seems dorky but a girl can dream, can't she?
This is exactly what I wrote:
"The groom will be cosplaying Link and the bride as Zelda. Everyone will be cosplaying as any character of their choice."
It's nerdy but I wanted something unique, different. Something that I'll never forget. 

New blog! ( ^▽^)

I might be making a new blog since this one already has 52 posts. It's getting a bit filled up. Even though my posts are unlimited it just bothers me I guess lol.

I'm not a "girly girl." ಠ_ಠ

I don't dress like I'm going to a fucking funeral or a red carpet event everytime I go to school. Or anywhere I go anyways.
I like to adventure. I like screamo. I like to play video games. And I like going to the mall, but who doesn't? Hot topic is there after-all (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ
Like seriously this is my laptop background: 

It's fucking Skyrim.

I'm having trouble trying to tell my mom something...

Like I've told you guys in an old post, I am suffering the first stages of psychosis and it's getting worse. I'm starting to see things in the corner of my eye that aren't there. I keep hearing things that aren't there, ect.
I don't know how to tell my mom. I only have confidence when my friends are around so I was planning on telling her when my close friend Hailey was over. But what am I supposed to say? This is probably how the conversation will end up because I'll probably chicken out or something:
"Hey mom can I go to the hospital to get a Cat Scan of my brain?"
"Why would you need a Cat Scan?"
"Uh. Because I think that somethings wrong with me..."
"What do you mean? What's wrong?"
"You know what? Nevermind."
And I would probably end up ruining it because my brain functions weirdly and when I talk my speech is disorganized. It's frustrating. 

Can't life leave me alone?

I swear everyday there's something wrong with me. Either having a migraine, loosing sight when I stand up, having a cold, feeling like I'm going to throw up, ect.
It's horrible and I literally can't have one normal day without feeling pain.

Is this weird?

It it weird that I can sometimes hear my eyes move around in my head? Because it's pretty fucking creepy and my mom says it's not natural..

You know what really grinds my gears?

Popular kids. I fucking hate them all. I hope they pay for the suffering they have caused. 
Popular kid logic: Let's make others feel bad so we can feel better about our shallow selves!
Yeah, go to hell. You ruined half my life and millions of other's lives too. 

What shows, bands and my idols have taught me.

PewDiePie taught me that I'm worth it.

Smosh taught me that friendship always wins.

Scooby Doo taught me that the real monsters, are people.

Hollywood Undead has taught me that even when I've died, I'll always watch over you.

Three Days Grace has taught me that's it's never too late.

Jeff the killer taught me that even the most innocent of people can be capable of very dark doings.

Skillet has taught me that it's good to be alive.

Vampires Everywhere taught me that love is immortal. 

Questions that have never crossed your mind. Until now.

If a vampire bites a zombie will it turn into a zombie or will the zombie turn into a vampire?

If an alien is born on Earth, is it still an alien?

At a movie theater which arm rest is yours?

If you're lost in the middle of nowhere how do you know you're in the middle of nowhere?

What I dislike about anime.

This is MY opinion. Meaning you DON'T have to agree with me.
What I dislike about anime is that about 97% of the time there's always girls with big bouncy boobs.
I don't know about you, but I'm a girl who wants to watch it for the plot not some slut running around half naked. 
Guys, if you want to watch stuff like that, go on a fucking porn site.

Rule 34.

Rule #34 states that if it exists, there is porn of it. I agree but I also think that if exists there's dubstep of it.
I mean seriously, there's fucking MLP dubstep.

This question needs to be answered.

If you're clean when you get out of the shower then why do towels get dirty?

What if.

What if your whole life was just a dream?
What if cats have their own internet filled with pictures of humans?
What if humans are infected and zombies are the cure?
What if you're dead and you don't even know it?
What if our dreams are reality and when we wake up we're dreaming?
Just some what if questions that'll get those gears in your head moving. 

OH GOD WHY?!

I just read the Smosh fanfic about the milk. It wasn't as bad because I thought something worse was going to happen. But seriously the milk fanfic is disgusting. I'm warning you, if you're the faint of heart or stomach NEVER READ IT.
You'll probably never want to drink chocolate milk ever again after reading it...

I have lost all faith in humanity.

Swag.

Yolo.

These two words have made me loose all faith in humanity. Not that I ever had any faith anyway. 

What are you going to do? Yolo your way out of school? And end up working at McDonalds?

Grow the fuck up. 

Every. Fucking. Time.

I swear everytime I tell someone my age they block me or some shit like that. Look, I'm not 9. I know about inappropriate things. I don't make a big deal when someone cusses. I cuss too. I'm mature. 
Half the kids in my school talk about sex. I mean come on, can't you give me a fucking chance? It's like saying "Oh you like Hollywood Undead so we can't be friends. Goodbye forever."
People these days. 

"Don't let the dog get it!"

Today in gym we were playing Frisbee and someone from my team threw it to me, I jumped up and caught it. A girl named Lily said, "What is she a dog?" And started laughing. I laughed too because I knew she was joking. After we switched teams around we were against the team with Lily on it again. My friend, Hailey had the Frisbee and Lily said, "Don't let the dog get it." Of course she was referring to me. Which made me laugh. Nobody really ever makes fun of my height since I'm tall for my age. But I still had tons of fun and got a new nickname. 

Hut 1 Hut 2 Hut 3 GO!

So I'm listening to Pigskin by Hollywood Undead and I fucking love it. Even though it's a bit inappropriate, but what isn't these days? 
My favorite out of them is definitely Charlie Scene. I love his voice￣▽￣

So apparently sunflower seeds have kernels now....

I was munching on some sunflower seeds when I noticed the bag said Sunflower Kernels. I've always called them "The inside of a Sunflower shell." My life is a lie...

My first drawing of Ben Drowned (✪㉨✪)

A long, long while back I searched how to draw Ben from CP on Youtube. I only found one video tutorial that I actually liked. The video was pretty crappy but I manged to draw him. I've never draw anything before, I've always draw stick figures. Surprisingly it didn't end up that bad. Then after I drew that I drew many more, that ended up looking like shit lol. I send hours trying to master it, but this one is my favorite: 

I know, I know it's horrible. But for someone who can't draw, this was a major achievement. 

Me (≧ω≦)

Soooo I've decided to show you guys what I look like. And if you have anything ignorant to say, go fuck off. 

This was one of the first pictures I've ever taken of myself with my MP3. For some reason it's my favorite picture of me. It was a crappy picture at first so I had to edit it and add more light.

My pet kitty cat (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ

So I have a super adorable cat named Samantha but our family just calls her Sam. She's ridiculously soft and so cute (*~▽~)
This is what she looks like: 

I have goth friends.

So my friends, Layla and Kaitlin, are goth. I've finally come to realize it too. Layla wears a black choker with spikes, a black jacket, mildly heavy black makeup on and either dark jeans or black jeans. She also has black hair. And Kaitlin wears heavy makeup, has dark brunette hair with red-ish bangs, she wears dark band t-shirts and black or very dark jeans. 
I've literally just realized they're goth. Wow I'm stupid.

I found some ear-buds on the bus.

While I was getting on the bus I looked in my seat and found a pair of Samsung ear-buds. I was needing some too. Which is weird because the only people who sit in that seat is me and my friend Chloe. And the ear-buds weren't hers....

I keep hearing things...

Okay so yesterday I was really tired and I was laying in my bed and as soon as I closed my eyes I heard what sounded like someone coughing. It wasn't loud but it sounded like someone from a distance but it was right in my ear. (If that makes sense.) And a couple nights ago, around 4 a.m, I heard three knocks coming from the bathroom. (Which is about 3-4 feet away from my room.) And I hear whistling sometimes. So far I've heard the whistling twice. It's really starting to scare me...

1,253 PAGEVIEWS!

I haven't been on in three days and now my blog has 1253 pageviews. Like, oh my fucking god. That is awesome. Thank you whoever is reading this. You're awesome <3

I have a migraine

Hey guys I've had this migraine since yesterday and it's gotten worse. I'm really tired too, I haven't slept since yesterday...

I'll be on later tonight. Make sure to tell all your weird friends about my blog :D

Peace out ~Kayce

Where do gays walk?

In one direction.


I literally just made this post to make this joke. If you're a directioner sorry, but we all knew this day was coming. 

I want to be like Smosh...

I honestly love the idea of making silly and funny YT videos with your best friend. I would love to do that with my bestie Hailey but I don't exactly have a great camera either...
Plus our videos would probably end up being boring or stupid. But I still hope that some day I'll be able to make fun videos with a friend of mine. And to make tons of people laugh and smile <3

I hope "swag" dies in the pits of hell.

I absolutely hate people who claim to have "swag". All you are is an attention whore. And what are you going to do when you fail school? YOLO your way out of it? Yeah you'll have plenty of "swag" when you end up working at McDonald's. 

904 pageviews in less than 5 minutes?!

Seriously where are you guys coming from? Damn I just posted about getting 898 pageviews and now I already have 904. DAMN! 

HOLY CRAP 898 PAGEVIEWS!

I noticed that I've had a whopping 898 pageviews! Thanks guys it means a lot. Most of the time when I make a blog or something nobody reads it...
But my luck has changed and I hope to reach 1,000 pageviews! 
I hope you guys actually like my posts. Because I honestly feel like people aren't enjoying this blog and maybe just reading one post....
I was honestly about to delete this blog until someone actually commented on one of my posts. Which was all I needed to know that some of you actually are enjoying and liking my blog. 

From this day on, I SHALL CHANGE MY WAYS!

I used to be into tons of dark, disturbing and creepy things. But I want to change my ways and be more into kawaii things. Btw kawaii is cute in Japanese, just in case you weren't already informed. 
It's going to be hard since I like Creepypasta and metal bands, but I never said I was going full on kawaii ass motherfucker. I'll still like the things I do now, but I'll just like more cutesy stuff. If that makes sense...

I have a secret to tell you guys...

Look, I have a mental disorder. I'm not for certain how I got it but a cause could be if your parent has bipolar disease. Which my father indeed does have. Plus head injuries could also be a major cause. Which I've head severe head injuries before and still haven't fully recovered. And sleep deprivation....which I am literally an insomniac. Anyways I used to have urges of wanting to harm others. Including my friends and family....But today they've gone away. I haven't had them for days and I think they're completely gone, which is great news! I'm so happy I didn't end up doing something I would regret later on.

I don't know who you are, but I will find you, and I will kill you.

Soooo I've been noticing someone's been +1-ing all my posts. If you're reading this, tell me who you are stranger! ^▽^

I love living dolls (~￣▽￣)~

By "living dolls" I mean people who get plastic surgery to look like a doll or anime character. I'm not saying you HAVE to have plastic surgery, but living dolls in general I like. I support people like Venus Angelic, Anastasiya Shpagina, ect. 
And no, I don't give a shit what you say. They have confidence and you're the one who's sad and pathetic for making fun of them because their being who they want to be. 

I'm a fan of Scott Pilgrim ♥‿♥

Ok so I like Scott Pilgrim VS The World. And sadly I ended up discovering the movie before the actual comic, but I still love it. My favorite character would have to be Ramona or Knives. I can't choose who I like more >.<

Anyone remember SEGA Genesis? ◕‿◕

I remember always playing Sonic on the SEGA Genesis. I couldn't remember if it was on the Blue one or Red one though....But anyways it was where you could chose to be either Sonic or Tails. Knowing me, I always chose Tails and Sonic was my side kick. I would play that game for hours, never getting bored of it. I still love it even to this day and will always be in my memories ♥‿♥

Am I the only one who doesn't like...

Am I the only one who doesn't like Doctor Who? I mean seriously my mom watched that show when she was a kid and she's 49 ._.
I feel as if I'm the only one who doesn't like it....
And I don't like Homestuck. 
Deal with it.

Kayce's Guide To Surviving A Horror Movie

Alright you read the title, so here it is:
1 - Don't walk around calling out "Hello? Is anyone there?" The killer is not going to reply saying, "Yeah I'm in the kitchen. Want a sandwich?"
2 - Leave the bitch behind. Don't be like, "I'm not leaving without you!" Because you're going to get killed you stupid cunt. Just run away. Forget that bitch she's a goner.
3 - Always look behind you and above you. I've seen it before. Where the main character looks behind them, but the killer is above them. So remember, look behind you AND above you.
4 - Don't look under your bed. If you know something/someone is under your bed, bitch either stay on the bed or run out of the room.  
5 - Don't be clumsy. We've all seen that moment where the stupid bitch is running then BAM she fucking falls down. Damn what the hell did you trip on? Air? I've ran in heels before without falling down. I think you can manage running in shoes. 
I hope you liked this, buh-bye ◕ω◕

Childhood Memories ◕ω◕

These are some of my favorite childhood memories that I'd like to share with you guys. Because why the fuck not, right?
I remember when I used to play in a sandbox in our backyard with my brother. He would play with his toy trucks and I would play with my LPS.
And the time I won a drawing contest and I got my face in the newspaper along with a $20 check. Me and my dad spent it at Dairy Queen.
Oh yeah and when I would go to a trailer park where my friend Mariclay lived. We would play with our stuffed animal cats and play on the playground. Until she moved to Kentucky...
Also when I was at my friend Kaitlin's house and we would swim in her kitty pool. One time she got a wasp stuck in her hair and we both started freaking out because we didn't know what to do lol. 
I remember the time when I went to Quiver River State Park with my bestie Hailey and I swam all the way to the yellow line. Without a floaty. It was very tiring but totally worth it. 
There's more but you probably don't care to hear them.

Dear Jeff the Killer fangirls,

Dear Jeff the killer fangirls,

JEFF DOESN'T LOVE YOU. UNDERSTAND? MEANING, HE'S NOT YOUR FUCKING HUSBAND YOU CRAZY SON OF A BITCH. DON'T YOU KNOW WHAT A PSYCHOPATH IS? THEY HAVE NO FEELINGS TOWARDS OTHERS. THEY DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT YOU, OR YOUR "LOVE" FOR THEM. THEY ARE MANIPULATING LIARS AND THEY WOULDN'T HESITATE TO SLIT YOUR FUCKING THROAT. 

Thank you and have a nice motherfucking day.

Why I hate fangirls

I hate fangirls. And by fangirls I mean the rabid ones that go berserk if you say you don't like who/what they do. 

Examples: 

Person: I don't like Doctor Who.

Fangirl: Excuse me bitch? WHAT THE FUCK DID U JUS SAYYY?!??1!!1 FUK YOU U LIL SHIT FACE GO TO HELL!!1!!!111

See what I mean?

Like if someone told me they didn't like PewDiePie this is how I would react:

That's fine by me. Nobody is forcing you to like him.

So dear fangirls,

CALM THE FUCK DOWN AND LEARN TO VALUE OTHER PEOPLE'S OPINIONS.

 

I'm crying.

Look, I'm a huge fan of PewDiePie and Smosh. But ever since my YT audio keeps fucking up I've become really upset. Like, I've grown apart from my favorite people. I remember when I used to come home from a shitty day and watch Pewd's videos. I would smile and laugh. I also remember the day he won a Guinness world record, I couldn't wait to tell my friends even though they didn't really care. And then I started liking Smosh. After a while I grew attached to Pewds and Smosh. They helped me from depression. But now that my YT audio doesn't work unless I constantly restart my laptop, I feel like I've grown apart from them. I can't watch their videos anymore. It's devastating and I can't stand it. I just wish there was some way I could fix my YT without having to restart my laptop....

Why are people so rude?

I swear people have turned into huge assholes. All people want these days is attention, money, fame ect.
What is wrong with people? Can't they take the time out to open a door for you. Or help you with your groceries. I mean god damn people, be nicer to one another. And learn to respect others too.

I hate how my friends...

I hate how my friends get into bands that I like years ago. Like I have this one friend who is literally fucking OBSESSED with Black Veil Brides. Bitch I like them before you even knew they existed. And I have three friends who like Falling in Reserve whom I liked when I was fucking 11 years old. But my one friend Layla, who is obsessed with BVB, is so annoying.
BVB this, BVB that. Just SHUT UP. I mean when I'm a huge fan of someone I don't talk about them 24/7. 

All about me

So here's some stuff you might want to know about me.
Favorite band(s): Hollywood Undead, BOTDF (only their new songs from their album Bad Blood), Vampires Everywhere! (aka The Killing Lights) and BVB (and no I'm not a crazy BVB fangirl)
Favorite store: Probably....Hottopic
Favorite authors: Stephen Kind, Edward Bloor, Michael Grant
Favorite country singer: Jonny Cash (problem?)
Most hated celebrities: Justin Bieber, Kristen Stewart, Nicki Manaj
Favorite Creepypasta: Ben and Jeff. I can't just pick one.
Location: Old Monroe, MO
Favorite childhood video games: Sega Genesis and Legend of Zelda
Most hated movie: Twilight
Height: Around 5'3
Age: None of your business. You never ask a lady her age. 
And that's pretty much it. I'll post later.

I'm here for you

I'm here for anyone that feels alone or that nobody cares about them. Because trust me, I've been there. I have self harmed, I suffered from depression, and I'm suffering with psychosis. You were put on earth for a reason. But sometimes it takes a while for people to find their reason. Anyways if you think you're suffering from anything like depression, psychosis and even psychopathy, I'm here for you. Even if you tell me the most disturbing things, I'll support you and listen to everything that you have to say. 
By the way, for those who are going through psychopathy, sociopathy or psychosis I can help you to overcome it. Sometimes you're an unfortunate person, like me, and have to take medication for it. And sometimes it'll never go away, but atleast let me help you to control it. So please if you're feeling sad, depressed or suicidal, message me or comment on this post. Add me if you have a Google+ account too.

So there's this guy

I have a boyfriend. Not a boy friend. A boyfriend. It feels good to get out of the friend zone. No offence to those who have not reached the one word relationship stage, if you get my drift. His name is Cody and he's my soul mate. Hold on a second...soul=soul (duh) and mate=sex. So mine and Cody's souls have had sex. So technically....I'm not a virgin.
Achievement Unlocked- 45 points for kind of having sex.
Total win. I'm marking that on my calender. Just kidding, who does that? 
Anyways if you're actually enjoying these posts and finding humor in them go ahead and add me if you have a Google+ account. And yes, I know my profile picture is creepy. But I like creepy stuff okay? Okay. 
I'll post more later.

I'm stalking my own blog...

So people seem to be actually reading my posts. Which is surprising since pretty much anything I put on the internet gets unnoticed. Which is fine by me. But I literally keep refreshing my page and seeing how many people read my posts. Which is kind of....creepy. It's just like "I wonder who they are." but seriously, if you're reading this, go ahead and say hello. I like talking to new people.
Anyways school was canceled yesterday and today due to snow and how it's affecting the back-roads. I thought we were supposed to get more, but I guess not. Sooo I'm guessing I have school tomorrow, great. I have to go back to school where I'm surrounded by idiots and swag fags. Literally girls sit at the lunch table saying "Selfie!" and I'm just sitting there with my friend Layla and we just shake our heads slowly in disapproval. Silently judging them.
Well I'll post more about my boring life later.

I used to be an adventurer like you...

That's right, I play Skyrim. #dontjudge
Just kidding I'm not a douche bag #who #talks #with #hashtags. But I do indeed play Skyrim. Well I only have the Special Edition and I'm only on Level 8...anyways I like it. Nice graphics and scenery. It glitches often but eh as long as I can play it, right?
And now everyone is out to get me because someone from the Dark Brotherhood wants me dead. What did I ever do? Being on a hit list sucks. But atleast there are towns that aren't out for my blood. Like Whiterun, Dawnstar, Riverwood ect.
I guess being on a hit list isn't as bad as taking an arrow in the knee.
That's right I just said a Skyrim joke that is way overused. #umadbro?
But seriously stop talking in hashtags. They don't make you any less lame than you already are.

My name

Most people mistake my name for "case". One teacher I had thought my name was pronounced "Candice" How the fuck to you get Candice from Kayce. It's "Kay-see" It's just spelled weird, okay? Jeez.

What's wrong with people?

This blog is based on MY opinions, okay? Let me repeat that MY OPINIONS. Meaning YOU DON'T HAVE TO AGREE WITH ME. So let's not throw a hissy fit over the internet. 
As I was saying. What is wrong with people these days? Half of them can't even spell correct. And their grammar, don't even get me started. Look people there's a difference between, "their", and "there". Didn't you go to school? And it's "you're" not "your". Unless "your" is necessary. 
Anyways, nowadays when a girl posts a nice picture of herself and says, "OMFG I LOOK SO UGLY IN DIS PIC" bitch then why did you post it? You just want people to tell you, you look pretty. 
I also hate seeing five year olds with IPads. Kid when I was five I was playing with Barbie dolls and picking my nose. 
Plus, I hate when people start making stereotypes about other people. "She wears black so she's goth and worships Satan.", "She wears too many bracelets so she must self harm." or "She self harms so she must be an attention seeker." It's just like, shut up and leave people alone. They don't deserve to be made fun of for being themselves. And that's all I have to say. Shut up and open your eyes.